Heartbroken

I feel lost.

Alone.

Unmotivated.

I had one of the most incredible experiences this past weekend.  I was a judge at a Crossfit competition.  I met amazing people, saw incredible feats of strength and will, and left knowing that I want to coach that.  One day I want to be certified Level 1 and coach crossfit.

But I made enemies.  I ended up with a fellow athlete from my crossfit box and had to no rep him.  Pretty sure there are a bunch of people pissed.  I was doing my job (and no repped more people), but I still have to go back to my own box.

Speaking of, my favourite coach is gone.  My heart is broken.  Besides for losing one of the best people there, my favourite person is leaving.  He's been with me since the beginning.  He coached my first crossfit experience at Lululemon.  He's the one that helped me learn how to be coached.  He's the one who got me to a successful squat.

And I know I should be able to move on.  Coaches will come and go, but it's the skills I gained with them that remain.  But I'm looking at my options.  It may be time to move gyms.  The only downside is that I need that new one to open up.  Downtown Phoenix needs more crossfit.